honesty is so unbecoming

your back snaps like machine gun fire when i wrap my arms around you first time in a year and some months and you didn't even cry i'm impressed holding onto your frail frame was like keeping a living breathing beautiful sigh of relief in my arms for a minute dark outside i know you can't stay but things need to change i should probably tell you i'm staying right here so i can wrap my tentacles around you some other time if you finally admit that you love me again